So apparently my first daughter isn't Jake's first daughter.
But anyways he better treat Marley a hell of a lot better then that bitches kid. Fucking illegitimate child. *sigh* he swore he didn't want to be in her life. And Now he does WTF man. I don't want to be a step mom, I'm fucking 21 years old. I don't want to take care of the demon spawn ( Read more... )

Jake and I are still engaged and as far as I know we're still planning on getting married in the near future. I have my baby girl Marley Madisyn Eller, she'll be 3 months next tuesday. I had her after 23 hours of labor followed by a c-section on September 1st 2009. My world came crashing down when Jake's psychotic and bitchy ex finally found him ( Read more... )

I had her!!!

So I'm in the hospital...hooked up to pitocin at 5 mg doing ok so far....will update late.r..

I feel like I'm standing on the edge of the grand canyon jumping off with nothing to catch me

So I went absolutely psycho a little bit when my mom was going to come pick up the kitties...she's taking two of my four kittens. I called her and asked when she was coming over, and I absolutely lost it on the phone...I was Crying my effing eyes out. OVER CATS! I know I'm lame, and hell it's just hormones thankfully. Well Jake came home and he was ( Read more... )

Alright I"M trying to update when My internet wil let me. All is well, jake and I are doing good. baby is moving like crazy... i keep getting these weird pulling feelings from vag to belly button. I'm thinking it's just the kid dropping...hitting some nerves or something along the way.

So I"m going to try to update this every day until DDay. Just give the general on how I'm feeling so I can look back years from now and see how my last weeks went ( Read more... )

So jakes' been all searching out porn on my computer..and i thought we handled it yesterday..he had said softly that he wouldn't look at porn on my comp anymore and then today i go check the history and TADA he's looking up cinemax and hbo shit. *sigh* do I REALLY have to put parental controls on m ycomputer ( Read more... )

I wish you'd give away all your money and become the daddy I used to know and love again. You would think with all your money you could afford a little discretion