Happy Durch den Monsun anniversary, TH peeps! :) It seems like it's been much longer, four years shouldn't be nearly enough for all this madness to happen. I love this fandom
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Hey honey, happy anniversary to you too! You're one of the best things ever to come out of all this fannism for me. I'm really sorry to hear the emotions are starting to pile up, it sucks so bad that after having felt good and thinking that things are getting better, it doesn't really take much to remember how bad you could feel. I hope this'll go away when the internship starts, and you'll do things that you love, and find yourself being less stressed, feeling comfortable in a working soziety and find great new friends ♥
I never really doubted that I'd feel this way again when something stressful happened - I have tools now to deal with the anxiety, but that doesn't make the feeling any less awful. I hate it. It sucks. Not a day goes by that I don't ask myself why I had to end up with a fucked-up psyche. So yeah, pretty far from acceptance *g* But I hope I'll be able to defeat the little nagging voice that's stressing me out and pull through anyway. *deep breaths*
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I never really doubted that I'd feel this way again when something stressful happened - I have tools now to deal with the anxiety, but that doesn't make the feeling any less awful. I hate it. It sucks. Not a day goes by that I don't ask myself why I had to end up with a fucked-up psyche. So yeah, pretty far from acceptance *g* But I hope I'll be able to defeat the little nagging voice that's stressing me out and pull through anyway. *deep breaths*
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