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[peki]

Yes! I've been wrestling with this story for ages, and it's finally done. I posted the first part of this as a standalone back in February because I was overwhelmed with the direction it wanted to take, but after some discussion with strssna and some major overhauling I think I've finally got it :) It's a weird non-category - not quite gen, not quite het

Comments

[peki]

Yeah, I'm too lazy to crosspost. Do you think there'd be an interest over there? Maybe I will.

Thank you for reading and letting me know you liked it. I had a hard time trying to pull this one together, it's close to my heart and I'm sort of fearing that I still missed the mark because no one seems to read it. I'm really happy it had an emotional impact for you and that it rang true, whatever genre or pairing it is ;) Thanks again!

[anonymous]

I definitely think there would be an interest over there. I always get more reads on THF than on LJ. I hope you do crosspost it because this story is amazing!

[lirren]

You know, when I started this, I thought I'd already read it (that's what I get for not reading the header more thoroughly), so it wasn't until your most recent post that I actually thought to wonder if I'd missed something and came back

[peki]

Yes, the first part is old - this often happens to me, that I have stories veering off in different directions, but I usually only post one version. I'm glad you thought this was worthwhile, even if it's painful. I agree on your view of the twins and that's what I hope to get across in this - the hopeless isolation that can come with being so fixated, so very wrapped up in another person. It's bittersweet, I think. I really liked looking at their relationship from this angle because it's so different from the usual cuteness.

So yeah, anyway, thank you for giving it another chance! :) I appreciate it!

[anonymous]

Oh, oh, you--you always do this! What are you, psychic? I was just about to leave the bandom, for good, maybe (and only return once in a while for the music) and then you write this and I...I remember when you posted the first part of this, and I went around all day thinking about it and it made me sick, in that good way, you know, and this is just like that times a million. God, this hurts so wonderfully, in a rip-out-my-heart-and-stomp-on-it kinda way, and the characterization is the main part that kills me, as always (I love the not-quite-twincest you write) and...guh. This is my favorite thing of everything you've written, hands down. So much love. <3

[peki]

Yay, thank you! :D I wish I knew for sure who you are to put a name with my author's squee. Your comment made me really happy for having had an impact on someone like that. I'm so pleased you enjoyed it!

[anonymous]

Well, my name's Rebecca. And you always have that impact on me. :)