i have lost my mind.... if you find it please let me know

[peking_saint]

well i haven't updated in a long time..... don't really have anything to say. life's a bitch. i am confused all the time and the depression doesn't seem to be going anywhere anytime soon. some people make me forget it for a little while but it never goes away. i don't know what to do. things have been a little weird between meghan and i... until

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[shibbinister]

reading your entrys is far from boring.... I wish i could be there ... i wanna be more then you know. Its just not possible i guess? Once more: im here if u need someone to talk to.

[boss_gobbler]

i dont want to step on anybody's toes.. and i dont want to take somthing i see as fagile and do somthing to throw it out of whack.. but its good to at least see you 2 ackowledging each other.. i know for a long time that didnt seem like it would ever happen and that was 1 thing i sorta strived for even though it seemed hopeless. anyway - enough of that side thought, man i wish i could hang out with you more as well - ever since school ended ive been pretty busy and not really sure of anything at all.. if nothing else my parents keep me busy with the short notice on things they want me to do or busy work around the house.. i wouldnt mind moving out either, it would give me a chance to take care of stuff as it came up and not at their leisure... but i just dont think that really all that possible right now, as much as i want it to be.. i will keep you informed as soon as i get the information, as for watchin out for ya, i have always tried to do that, i know it doesnt sound like it at all.. but i try - and the hed doctor.. im not