i must go now my village is calling for their idiot.

[peking_saint]

my mind is a blur. the thoughts are moving by so fast i can't concentrate. fuck. i think i am returning to that damn adolescent add and adhd. fuck. so yeah guns are cool. gun show was awesome. the steak was awesome too. im sick of letting people down. maybe i should stop saying that i wil ldo things when i don't know if i can or not. shoot me now.

Comments

[xkryptonicx]

you got one thing right, i will comment - friends for me are on the same plane as family..

as for the not being able too follow through on stuff.. with me at least, no worries. shit happens.. stuff comes up, sure ya feel bad.. but dont, at least not when it deals with me. im pretty flexible in that sense.

you told me this a couple weeks after graduation; keep in touch. friends fall away.. they slip through the cracks it seems like. but the solution is too keep in touch, and you were right.. i mean hell, look at us.. i see you more now than i ever did in highschool.

best thing i can offer for christmas coming up and you bein broke.. if people know the situation they wont mind. your ability too keep yourself alives take precedence over your abilty too appease someone with a gift, or it does in my mind.

girls.. no experience there man.. cant help ya much..

i love you!

[hilikus1024]

richie
i have to quote incubus here. not just because they are the best band in the world, but also because their lyrics actually hit home.

don't let the world bring you down
not everyone here is that f'd up and cold
remember why you came, and while you're alive
experience the warmth
before you grow old

we're still friends and i'm always here for you to talk to. call me anytime you want, any time of night. i too suffer the wrath of insomnia!

love you!
Hayley

[vrychrystrwbrry]

I don't know what you're going though... I wish i had the chance to be there for you.

[xforeverblondex]

richie~ I wish that we had more time to hang out but I understand you are very busy. I hope, just like always that everything will work out for you for the best. I hope that you will find time to call me, no matter what time it is. you know i'm always here for you and even though you're out of high school I hope we never loose touch. i will always see you as family to me. hope to talk to you soon.
-much love-