Still with the headaches. Its been like three days now of headache. I am starting to wonder if I am sick or something, beacuase I was also running a low feaver last night ( Read more... )

I went to the Casbah last night, things with Nathaniel are good again. He is kind of wonderful, he showed up at work with chocolates for our 7 month. At the Casbah tho there were the creepest guys two of which hit on me. They made my skin crawl and all I wanted to do was drive away fast ( Read more... )

I have been having the weirdest dreams of late. The one I had the other day was about Audra and I working in a cafe/laptop sales place. It floated in the sky and she stole things from me and wanted to kill herself ( Read more... )

So what the hell do you do when you try talking to someone who wont open up about important relationship things? When all you can think about is that person and how much they mean to you and you just want to shake things out of them. I am so stressed. I just want things to be happy again. I would do anything for him.

Your Deadly Sins
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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like Courteny's death could have been prevented. I would never have let my friend drive drunk/or something close to it. And even more so when the weather outside is shit!!!

I have to read this book for Teen Book Club called 'Looking for Alaska'. It is really a great book and I have enjoyed it. The only problem is it makes me very depressed. There is a character in the book, Alaska, who dies in a bad car crash. She had been drinking and thats really all they know. It just seems all too similar to the way Courteny died ( Read more... )

Woke up with a cold thanks to Jennie. She keeps bringing all the sicknesses home from her work. Went to work and had 3 people upset with me for no damn good reason. The problem with Katie was solved and ended up being caused by Audra. The problem with Eric is that he is an ass and was pissed that I was an hour early. And the problem with Audra was ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Nathaniel's open mic that HE hosted. It was great! He did an awsome job. I got to talk to his friend Zac a lot more then normal and I guess he's all right. :P I also ate some random food there. They have great food, and Lisa the bartender is cool ( Read more... )