"do you remember how big of a deal 6 months used to be? if you were a good girl in high school, at 6 months you gave it up" lol i love that show the hills it makes me happy on the inside

i hate lying cheating piece of shit assholes who wont man up and tell people the truth.. i want to send a letter saying everything so why am i afraid of karma.. i may not be god fearing cause i know god has my back but i sure as hell am a pussy when it comes to karma.. uggghhhh what should i do?

so things have been ok.. im dealing with life and its twists and turns very well for me, seriousy, no break downs no crying, no freaking out, yall who know me know thats one hell of a big deal. i did however need a physical change to go along with the emotional so i moved my room around.. i have the nook back, and for my friends back home they know ( Read more... )

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ok so last week on monday i got a ticket and that started my week into a hell spiral.. yes i said hell spiral ok? but today i slept in, something i havent really been able to do for a while, and im relaxing, without something negative on my mind for the first time in a while.. its nice not to worry about phone calls, going out and finding out ( Read more... )

its amazing how something as simple as writting a letter and then reading it outloud can make you feel so much better..(this letter was written to you know who and if you want to read it let me know)..i read it to my mom and cried uncontrolably the whole time.. it was rough but it was the type of good cry that i needed. i talk to parker and she ( Read more... )

so last night was horrible.. i was having a horrible night and all i wanted to do was get out of the house cause my dad brought his girlfriend home and kept asking me, are you leaving, are you going out, do you have plans.. really making me feel like i was so welcome in my own house.. and then i got lied to..yelled at by a trick ass hoe named nikki ( Read more... )

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people are being fucking scanalous and shady and i dont like those kind of people.. i dont like people keeping secrets and not telling me things.. its not fucking cool and im gonna get pissed in about 2.5 now if people want to piss me off then they are well on their way to doin it..and on top of things im not really feeling amazing right now.. my ( Read more... )