An emotional rollercoster of a week

[penaranda]

Last Friday started out plain enough for me with the exception of having to open up a show that neither I nor the cast were anywhere ready to open, but, we all pulled together and pulled through opening night and did quite well actually for being so under rehearsed.  Then last Sat. morning I got a phone call from my father that my older brother,

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[hermes3x3]

I am sorry for your loss Carlos. May you and your family be blessed with Peace and consolation during your mourning, and may Angels lift your brother to heaven, and give him rest and peace, with love for you and your family, and joy in his memory.

Blessed Be

[penaranda]

Hey Baby boy. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the blessings you bestowed on me and my family. You truly are someone I consider to be special to me in my life and always will be.

[snowwhite38]

Thank you for the picture of Phillip. He had his demons, but he could be amazingly supportive. You know how much I love your parents and your family. I am deeply saddened by his passing.

[penaranda]

My beautiful and most dearest of friends. THANK YOU for all of your support and love. Thank you for being my voice of calm the night he passed. I so needed someone to talk to as I drove to the hospital and you were the only person my brian would let me think of. We have had our fights , our sad times, our laughter and good times and I would not change any of it. OK maybe that we were both filthy rich and mega Broadway stars. LOL. Please know how much I love you and value your friendship

[starcannibal]

My condolences to your family and you Carlos. Love and Strength to your family in this time of loss.

[penaranda]

Thank you so much for you love and support my friend. I really am comforted to see how much my friends do care. Thanks.

[smartlikeatruck]

I love you honey.

[penaranda]

Thank you my sweet one. That means the world to me. With all this love coming to me how can I be sad?

[alexjabber]

Carlos, I love you so much and my heart, thoughts and prayers are there for you and your family. My mother says to tell you that she's been praying for all of you since I informed her of the news. Kevin, Natalie and I are here for you and your family in this time.

My mom wrote this to comfort you all in this time

"Regardless of faith and its practices, may him and his entire family find comfort in the knowledge that everything on this earth has forever been here, and his brother will continue to be here in other forms perhaps as ash, on earth, feeding grass, which feeds little worms, that once eaten by a little bird become a winged free being, and so on, and on, and on.

In the end as you know, we are all stardust"

<3

[penaranda]

Thank you so much for you support. With out all of this love and support from all of my friends I think I would go crazy. Please thank you mother for what she wrote. It was very pretty.