This is so slow… Circles spinning in slow motion. Not sure if it’s the glass of wine speaking or the emptiness after taking a glaringly difficult test. My fingers are filled with warmth and the palm is pink on the inside. Have you felt like you’re not living but observing? Acutely and without emotion, instinctively observing yours and others ( Read more... )

I am taking a painfully difficult class called Proofs and Verifications that will never be used by anyone sane out in the industry. Only my nauseous professor with a serious speech defect and numerous complexes for his lack of actual work experience outside of academics could make this class such an agonizing experience. A simple program of 2 ( Read more... )

Camus deliberately defines the absurd as "the divorce between man and his life". I guess he describes unity as marriage of man's reality and his beliefs. Most people are absurdly unified. In simpler words, sick in their own worlds.

I have not slept most of the night ( Read more... )

Testing this livejournal thing. Stuck in the lab working on awfull Testing and Validation class. Very tempted to just leave and never come back to this building! Gosh, 6 more course left until I get my Masters. I repeat it to myself every day! Just 6 more courses...