It's official. I hate dumb white girls.
Q:How many dumb white girls does it take to change a light bulb?
A:I don't know. The lightbulb isn't even broken. I just want her to get on the ladder so I can push her off.
Yeah I made that one up myself.
So I had a convo with the ex girlfriend. I really need to stop talking to her. I'm This Is A 44....
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: so anyway i was talking to my sister last night and since shes your best friend or sorry your "mini me" she told me some things
This Is A 44: Ha ha ha. Yeah mini-me. Good kid. Bit of a punk with a lip bigger than she is, but good kid.
This Is A 44: Anyway, continue
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ya sure, anyway she told me something about stupid white bitch, does that ring a bell
This Is A 44: Sure does.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u care to explain that one to me
This Is A 44: Well that's say you've done some things that haven't made me the happiest camper
This Is A 44: let's*
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: such as
This Is A 44: Do you really want me to go down the list?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: if i didnt i wouldnt have asked
This Is A 44: You just really pissed me off. I mean when we broke up, I wanted to work shit out but you just wanted to call it quits. So much for the whole love thing, eh sweetie? Then came the whole rose thing. You know when you got the roses from whoever the bastard may be. Do you remember what you said?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no
This Is A 44: You turned to me(and at this point I was already feeling like shit. I mean broken up not even a week and I have to sit there and watch you get roses from some dude)and in this real stuck up voice you said, "See, someone loves me."
This Is A 44: Ring a bell?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no
This Is A 44: You have to be shittin me, right?
This Is A 44: Think nice and hard. I mean, I know it's difficult with your less than perfect memory, but believe me, you said it.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i dunno maybe
This Is A 44: No. No maybe. Yes.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ok fine, i still dont remember but whatever, sorry
This Is A 44: Yeah, save the empty apologies will ya? You don't even know what you're saying sorry for
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: is that all
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: some stupid rose thing
This Is A 44: No. But it's more than just a stupid rose thing to me. Even your own sister, and best friend, think your a fucking dolt for saying that.
This Is A 44: There's other stuff too. But I'm not sure if it's even worth getting into
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: y not
This Is A 44: Cause it's just going to be another stupid little thing for you anyway
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well im sorry but thats what they r
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u get so mad over such little things
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ur notorius for it
This Is A 44: How can you be so careless? Really. Do you not understand anything, you fuck mook? Stop looking at it on the surface and dig a little deeper. You honestly think you have done nothing wrong to me?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no thats not what i think
This Is A 44: What about telling me that you loved me, when you so obviously didn't? Oh I'm dying to hear what you think
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i think i shouldve done that
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: im too young i dont know better, and i wanted to make u happy
This Is A 44: Don't use your age as an excuse. I mean, I'm dead sure that I loved you. And I'm the younger one. If you wanted to make me happy then you would have been truthful. I told you, the very first time I told you. You don't have to say anything to me if you don't mean it. I don't want you to say it just to make me happy if you don't mean it. But yet, you did.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i know i did and i cant take it back, what do u want me to do
This Is A 44: You've done alot of things you can't take back
This Is A 44: Oh yeah, and do you flirt with James like crazy every time we break up just to make me feel worse? Is that a little game you like to play?
This Is A 44: Make the little emo kid cry? Do you like that game?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: oh get over yourself, im not trying to make u jealous, james is in my class ok, he sits next to me, he is my friend, thats not flirting thats just the way he is u cant get around it
This Is A 44: Oh.....and him puttin a little peck on your neck and you giggling like a little school girl isn't flirting? Oh ok see I though it WAS. But, in actuality, it's not. Well fuck me running kid. Man I sure am lucky to have you to clear that up for me. Boy howdy.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: a peck where
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: what r u talking about
This Is A 44: Fuck you're stupid eh? Maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me but something of the sort happened in your fourth period. Yeah I was walking by. Glanced in
This Is A 44: That's what I saw.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: maybe u do need those glasses
This Is A 44: You really should do something about that memory loss shit. I mean you want to be a psychologist or chiatrist or whatever the blue burning hell, I mean damn. Think about how stupid you're going to look when you can't remember a patient's problem. Dumb white bitch. I was write about that.
This Is A 44: right*
This Is A 44: Christ. You really don't care do you? Why did you bother bringing it up? You're just a heartless little bitch who can't tell when she's making someone miserable.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u wanna know why i bring it up, i want to know why u hate me so much, i dont hate u at all, i just want to know what so bad about me
This Is A 44: Well I really hate saying this over and over but I fucking loved you and that meant and continues to mean nothing to you. You think you've done no wrong. You think you're the victim in every situation, every time I get mad. When I do, it's nothing more to you then a stupid little thing when that isn't always the case. "Stupid rose thing" for example. You're the person that doesn't find anything wrong with that. Everyone else wants to punch you in the fucking throat because you're such a dolt.
This Is A 44: only person*
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: why cant u just get over anything, u hold grudges like no one ive ever met b4
This Is A 44: Yeah and you're the most self absorbed, ignorant, elitist, bitch I've ever met in my life.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: then y did u love me so much
This Is A 44: Because I'm the dumbest person I know.
This Is A 44: I tried to look past all that.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: y
This Is A 44: That's something I've been kicking myself over for awhile. I really don't know.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: did u really think i was self absorbed and all that other stuff from the beginning
This Is A 44: No. Not from the beginning. It seemed to come out of you after awhile. To me it seems as if you've changed, ever so slightly. I always knew you had a lack of empathy, though. But I didn't care. I wanted to be with you and I really didn't care. All I wanted to do was be with you, because in some sick twisted little way, you made me happy. But I look at you now, and all I see is a waste of time, a waste of breath, a waste of tears. I'm trying to remember what I saw in you but I really can't.
This Is A 44: It was just one big waste of emotion
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: im sorry i wasted ur time
This Is A 44: By the time I started to see all that crap, I'd already fallen head over heels for you, and I looked the other way.
This Is A 44: Wow. I figured it out. That's why I loved you so much.
This Is A 44: And I'm sorry you wasted my time to.
This Is A 44: It's just such a shame. I could have had so much better. I think I even deserved better than you.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well whats stopping u now, go find some other girl whos prettyier and better than i am
This Is A 44: Why would you throw that in there? Who said anything about looks?
This Is A 44: And as far as finding someone else, well nothings really stopping me. I just havn't got around to it yet.
This Is A 44: We can't all move as quickly as you, ya know
This Is A 44: Nothing else to say?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well nothing i say is going to help so y bother, every time i try to talk to u u end up giving me ur sob story of how i did u wrong
This Is A 44: Fuck. You really are heartless. You still see nothing. Oh well, that's fine. I hope you choke and die. Now, if you'll excuse me, you're making me sick.
Cheers, darlin'.
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¥øÚr§è£ƒ*·~-.¸¸,.-~*´¨ has been blocked
Fuck. She really doesn't see anything wrong with anything she's done to me. Hell, she doesn't even think she did anything period. Dumbass.
I blocked and deleted her off my list. Good riddance I say.
A:I don't know. The lightbulb isn't even broken. I just want her to get on the ladder so I can push her off.
Yeah I made that one up myself.
So I had a convo with the ex girlfriend. I really need to stop talking to her. I'm This Is A 44....
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: so anyway i was talking to my sister last night and since shes your best friend or sorry your "mini me" she told me some things
This Is A 44: Ha ha ha. Yeah mini-me. Good kid. Bit of a punk with a lip bigger than she is, but good kid.
This Is A 44: Anyway, continue
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ya sure, anyway she told me something about stupid white bitch, does that ring a bell
This Is A 44: Sure does.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u care to explain that one to me
This Is A 44: Well that's say you've done some things that haven't made me the happiest camper
This Is A 44: let's*
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: such as
This Is A 44: Do you really want me to go down the list?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: if i didnt i wouldnt have asked
This Is A 44: You just really pissed me off. I mean when we broke up, I wanted to work shit out but you just wanted to call it quits. So much for the whole love thing, eh sweetie? Then came the whole rose thing. You know when you got the roses from whoever the bastard may be. Do you remember what you said?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no
This Is A 44: You turned to me(and at this point I was already feeling like shit. I mean broken up not even a week and I have to sit there and watch you get roses from some dude)and in this real stuck up voice you said, "See, someone loves me."
This Is A 44: Ring a bell?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no
This Is A 44: You have to be shittin me, right?
This Is A 44: Think nice and hard. I mean, I know it's difficult with your less than perfect memory, but believe me, you said it.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i dunno maybe
This Is A 44: No. No maybe. Yes.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ok fine, i still dont remember but whatever, sorry
This Is A 44: Yeah, save the empty apologies will ya? You don't even know what you're saying sorry for
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: is that all
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: some stupid rose thing
This Is A 44: No. But it's more than just a stupid rose thing to me. Even your own sister, and best friend, think your a fucking dolt for saying that.
This Is A 44: There's other stuff too. But I'm not sure if it's even worth getting into
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: y not
This Is A 44: Cause it's just going to be another stupid little thing for you anyway
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well im sorry but thats what they r
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u get so mad over such little things
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: ur notorius for it
This Is A 44: How can you be so careless? Really. Do you not understand anything, you fuck mook? Stop looking at it on the surface and dig a little deeper. You honestly think you have done nothing wrong to me?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: no thats not what i think
This Is A 44: What about telling me that you loved me, when you so obviously didn't? Oh I'm dying to hear what you think
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i think i shouldve done that
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: im too young i dont know better, and i wanted to make u happy
This Is A 44: Don't use your age as an excuse. I mean, I'm dead sure that I loved you. And I'm the younger one. If you wanted to make me happy then you would have been truthful. I told you, the very first time I told you. You don't have to say anything to me if you don't mean it. I don't want you to say it just to make me happy if you don't mean it. But yet, you did.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: i know i did and i cant take it back, what do u want me to do
This Is A 44: You've done alot of things you can't take back
This Is A 44: Oh yeah, and do you flirt with James like crazy every time we break up just to make me feel worse? Is that a little game you like to play?
This Is A 44: Make the little emo kid cry? Do you like that game?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: oh get over yourself, im not trying to make u jealous, james is in my class ok, he sits next to me, he is my friend, thats not flirting thats just the way he is u cant get around it
This Is A 44: Oh.....and him puttin a little peck on your neck and you giggling like a little school girl isn't flirting? Oh ok see I though it WAS. But, in actuality, it's not. Well fuck me running kid. Man I sure am lucky to have you to clear that up for me. Boy howdy.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: a peck where
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: what r u talking about
This Is A 44: Fuck you're stupid eh? Maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me but something of the sort happened in your fourth period. Yeah I was walking by. Glanced in
This Is A 44: That's what I saw.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: maybe u do need those glasses
This Is A 44: You really should do something about that memory loss shit. I mean you want to be a psychologist or chiatrist or whatever the blue burning hell, I mean damn. Think about how stupid you're going to look when you can't remember a patient's problem. Dumb white bitch. I was write about that.
This Is A 44: right*
This Is A 44: Christ. You really don't care do you? Why did you bother bringing it up? You're just a heartless little bitch who can't tell when she's making someone miserable.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: u wanna know why i bring it up, i want to know why u hate me so much, i dont hate u at all, i just want to know what so bad about me
This Is A 44: Well I really hate saying this over and over but I fucking loved you and that meant and continues to mean nothing to you. You think you've done no wrong. You think you're the victim in every situation, every time I get mad. When I do, it's nothing more to you then a stupid little thing when that isn't always the case. "Stupid rose thing" for example. You're the person that doesn't find anything wrong with that. Everyone else wants to punch you in the fucking throat because you're such a dolt.
This Is A 44: only person*
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: why cant u just get over anything, u hold grudges like no one ive ever met b4
This Is A 44: Yeah and you're the most self absorbed, ignorant, elitist, bitch I've ever met in my life.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: then y did u love me so much
This Is A 44: Because I'm the dumbest person I know.
This Is A 44: I tried to look past all that.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: y
This Is A 44: That's something I've been kicking myself over for awhile. I really don't know.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: did u really think i was self absorbed and all that other stuff from the beginning
This Is A 44: No. Not from the beginning. It seemed to come out of you after awhile. To me it seems as if you've changed, ever so slightly. I always knew you had a lack of empathy, though. But I didn't care. I wanted to be with you and I really didn't care. All I wanted to do was be with you, because in some sick twisted little way, you made me happy. But I look at you now, and all I see is a waste of time, a waste of breath, a waste of tears. I'm trying to remember what I saw in you but I really can't.
This Is A 44: It was just one big waste of emotion
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: im sorry i wasted ur time
This Is A 44: By the time I started to see all that crap, I'd already fallen head over heels for you, and I looked the other way.
This Is A 44: Wow. I figured it out. That's why I loved you so much.
This Is A 44: And I'm sorry you wasted my time to.
This Is A 44: It's just such a shame. I could have had so much better. I think I even deserved better than you.
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well whats stopping u now, go find some other girl whos prettyier and better than i am
This Is A 44: Why would you throw that in there? Who said anything about looks?
This Is A 44: And as far as finding someone else, well nothings really stopping me. I just havn't got around to it yet.
This Is A 44: We can't all move as quickly as you, ya know
This Is A 44: Nothing else to say?
¨´*·~-.¸¸,.-: well nothing i say is going to help so y bother, every time i try to talk to u u end up giving me ur sob story of how i did u wrong
This Is A 44: Fuck. You really are heartless. You still see nothing. Oh well, that's fine. I hope you choke and die. Now, if you'll excuse me, you're making me sick.
Cheers, darlin'.
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¥øÚr§è£ƒ*·~-.¸¸,.-~*´¨ has been blocked
Fuck. She really doesn't see anything wrong with anything she's done to me. Hell, she doesn't even think she did anything period. Dumbass.
I blocked and deleted her off my list. Good riddance I say.