hi there. I'm going to be in Nashville next week and was wondering if you would be interested in venturing in the wilds of social anxiety (perception control issues and all) and, perhaps, meet for coffee. Let me know if you would like to meet.
I also tend to hide the fact that I am in a bad mood. Although, I tend to do that so that I won't burden others with my various grumblings. I'm not sure if that is an excusable reason, or even if it is, in fact, a true reason...
I think I will be in town Wed-Sat. I will be going to a concert on Wed. night but I will be free the rest of the time. I'll let you know when I get in town. It will be great to meet you!
I've been known to speak a word or twopendulousJuly 8 2005, 20:45:16 UTC
With the (albeit minor) changes at work and the amount of control I don't have over them, it just feels like I need to not worry too much about big-picture-Caffeine (which has been wearing me out) and focus more on the moment. Or something like that.
Just let it go, big brother. Hiding your bad day is dishonest, I say, as well as a waste of effort.
While I do like you much and feel that you're very interesting, my current perception of you is that you are too far away. But this is only my own vice which I psychologically project onto you. my neurosis, not yours.
not sure who to ask? God is always a good choice. My guess is that He will suggest taking more time for yourself, being that you had a bad day. You probably already know what's next but just don't know that you know it.
"I looked to everybody but me to answer my prayers till I saw an angel in a bathroom who said she saw no one worth saving anywhere... But I've been down so long."
Yeah, it's hard work staying this far away, but at least it really isn't worth it. Again, I always appreciate how open and direct you are on LJ. If you have a distance problem, it doesn't show up here. I just always think I'm supposed to fix my shit, supposed to be just fine. Why should I have problems? So if I'm not OK, I should just act like I am until I actually am. And, yeah, somehow that doesn't really seem to be working.
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I also tend to hide the fact that I am in a bad mood. Although, I tend to do that so that I won't burden others with my various grumblings. I'm not sure if that is an excusable reason, or even if it is, in fact, a true reason...
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What days will you be in town?
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(and you need to make a guest appearance on my spoken-word project)
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While I do like you much and feel that you're very interesting, my current perception of you is that you are too far away. But this is only my own vice which I psychologically project onto you. my neurosis, not yours.
not sure who to ask? God is always a good choice. My guess is that He will suggest taking more time for yourself, being that you had a bad day. You probably already know what's next but just don't know that you know it.
"I looked to everybody but me to answer my prayers till I saw an angel in a bathroom who said she saw no one worth saving anywhere... But I've been down so long."
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it's hard work staying this far away,
but at least it really isn't worth it.
Again, I always appreciate how open and direct you are on LJ. If you have a distance problem, it doesn't show up here.
I just always think I'm supposed to fix my shit, supposed to be just fine. Why should I have problems? So if I'm not OK, I should just act like I am until I actually am.
And, yeah, somehow that doesn't really seem to be working.
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