did voluntary volunteer work all day today (8:30-3:00) feel good now.

forgot to mention that i walked from my house to town yesterday (with tanya seeing me and being kind enough to drive me the last mile which helped). It really wasnt that bad.

yeh i know most people wont care about this but one person might, i just wanted to appologise to someone i care about for not showing them my poetry. i missinterpreted what they said one day and rather than try to sort it out i just stopped showing them. thats all

schools weird- good classes but it seems i dont really have close friends anymore, dunno what happened, none of them even seem to notice it but people i used to talk to for hours every day say 3 words to me now....dunno whats up

kinda depressed in general

too much thinking which isnt exacly good for me... gimme a call (908) 879 7273

peace

i think iv finaly lost it. i mean like completely crazy. i have two distinct me's now. not sure its entirely a bad thing but yeah. mom and dad if ur readn this: hi, and no im not deleting this or my myspace. thats about it. call me at the house if u wana talk or ask questions.about this entry: 908 879 7273

i have never been this pissed in my life. i dont know why the hell i thought rachel was an ok person to trust. or a decent person in general for that matter,,,,i fuckin i dont heven kno

hey, i need an opinion (or several) so leav it in a comment (u dont gota sign it) or tell me.

If i know something is really bad for me, but at the same time its the only thing thats able to make me really happy shud i use it or not?

went outside and just enjoyed everything around me for what it was. very nice. more on that later

really good week actually- two days at the shaws (andrew said the subject lol), 2 days in town, cavignaugh slept over, saw loryn twice....yehh its been fun lol...im not really in a bad mood and people would much rather read about suffering for weeks than happienes for a day (dont deny it) so im guna peace ( Read more... )

Iv decided that im guna start doin regular updates on this again, not just poetry, although Im going to also try to start to put more of that on here. Its my goal to get started on gettn some published by the end of the summer ( Read more... )

here i was, minding my own buisness, then my computer decides to play better off dead. When i was listening to it it reminded me of an old friend of mine who i had a sort of falling out with. I remember one time we were watching a movie with a bunch of people and there was a scene with coke in it and she made a big deal about it and asked me to " ( Read more... )