doesnt it just seem like your always working, but never get anything done? You try so hard to do what you have to, but once you get done with one thing 5 more pop up. its like 1 step forward 2 steps back...agh! this should be my summer, not a crazy hard time. jebus ( Read more... )

he said stina i miss you. and i wish you could be here in the mountains with you. he promised to get me a suprise and told me he loved me ( Read more... )

i had a blast on the fourth of july! it was so awesome, i was hopin jen could came with us because i know she would have had a blast. about 13 of us went out on the ocean to a sandbar that had a floating vendor boat sellin hotdogs n hamburgers lol. we all float in the water beer in hand, and me n ash got into a little boat pushing fun. then we came ( Read more... )

damn i never knew jim morrison was such a bad ass man. Such a true poet ( Read more... )

i was sitting in the kitchen studying, when i hear ricky lake on the tv. its a show about how mothers and fathers abuse their children verbally...instead of protecting the children of these abusive families they exploit it on television. They give these people attention for hurting their children, what is wrong with our culture. these children who ( Read more... )

i took an iq test for the first time in my life and i think i failed, i scored a 135....? jp no i know thats good because i did better than bo, tommy, n mike (my step dad, a port side engineer), o yea! not that i think its really significant but it makes me feel better ( Read more... )

holy shit! i finally went to my first rave, if you know me ur prob like damn i thought you would have gone yrs ago...but no, friday was the first! i had such a blast, you have no idea. it was great i was dancing like i never have before....and it was such an overwhelming feeling (awesome quality too!). it was the craziest night until ash n tommy ( Read more... )

i had a blast last night, and i didnt puke! woohoo for me, we went to shenanigans and drank 2 1/2 shots if Yeger, and 4 captains and coke i was so freakin drunk...i love the waitress there she just got me one after another with no question about my age! it was the greatest but ok so now im so frustrated because i cant find any herb! arg! damn this ( Read more... )

most of the stress i have is from my own imagination, lol. i know this now because i got an 82 on my last trig test that i was convinced i failed after 6 hrs of studying...perception is so powerful ( Read more... )

doesn't life feel like an ocean current, you can't see it but you know it's there. always tugging, shoving, doing more of the directing than some of the choices we make do. it all just feels like all i can do is hold on to the past or just let go and be swept away...im ready to be carried off, no more worries or fights, sounds nice but i cant say ( Read more... )