I went to Kelly's memorial last week. It was horrible. I don't really cry at first when my friends die. I need a catalyst. It was closed casket. I wonder how bad she got fucked up in that car crash. Everytime someone made a joke it made me more sad. And I cried harder. I appreciate Stefan being there. He's too cool for his own good. I don't know ( Read more... )

I get home from work and mom tells me. "Some kids got into a car accident up near Coles road. The driver was drunk, they thought it would be fun to see how fast they could go to 60 from 0. they say two are dead ( Read more... )

My bad dreams have resurfaced ( Read more... )

I had a dream that the Terminator was trying to kill me but he was less scary because he couldn't break down my door...or my window but still pretty scary ( Read more... )

"Topher died T_T" Jeff said that to me on msn...awhile ago, I didn't get it till now cause I was playing World of Warcraft... he would have called me if Topher really had died... wouldn't he?! If Topher died I'm gonna kill him.

Jeff's dad is moving, so Jeff is gonna live in a trailer but his house is free and I want it. 900$ a month, a house, a house big enough for me, Jeff, mom, and Alex. :( It seems like it could work, it would be so perfect, I can't remeber what it was like to live in a house. It's big, nice view of the water but I don't care, I want a place to be able ( Read more... )

My time card for Wow ran out a few days ago ( Read more... )

I almost hit a doggy today! T_T It was so scary. :( I was on the ...road, 55 miles per hour type road, single lane for each way, I don't have a clue what they call those I always get freeways and highways confused. And a doggy was in the other lane and a second doggy was walking across mine but basically out of my way when the black doggy comes ( Read more... )

I got a job! :D ...ummm. At Smilin' Dog, it's an odd restaurant. :D I'm going to be a barista. I hate coffee. :) Yesterday was my first day. Today is my second. I'll probably just work the register again...not that it wasn't hard to do the first time and I made mistakes, and covered for other people's mistakes because it's not like I wouldn't have ( Read more... )

So...I was bored...and I decided to make a rough calculation as to how many DVD's my dad owns... I counted how many fit on one shelf (45) and how many shelves there were (12) I then looked at the stacks on the kitchen table and estimated they would be around 3 shelves. I came to 720 DVD's and my dad's all, I don't think I even have 600. But then I ( Read more... )