wow...i'm such a horrible person....but i dont hate it, its actually kinda fun, being so horrible......ok yeah, moving on ( Read more... )

It was lots of fun staying at Kim's house and lots and lots of fun staying at Chris's. But now I'm at my grandparents, so most fun is over. They are chain smokers and I can't breathe. I honstly don't know how I am going to handle the smell. Its really bad.

"You said you hate my suffering and you understood and you'd take care of me. You'd always be there. But where are you now ( Read more... )

So yeah I had a real merry christmas...I got a cd player in my car like I wanted,no dolphins in it but, it plays cds!! My mom got me a really ugly purple cashmere sweater. I'm in love with touching it, but I'm sending it back because its not practical to have a $50 sweater when I need other more important things. And I look awful in that shade of ( Read more... )

Things are looking better than they were thursday. I have a awesome place to stay until my granparents get back from flordia. My friend Chris(yes a boy and no we are not having sex)and his parents are awesome people. My grandparents havent actually agreed to let me live w/ them...isn't it strange how my friends and their parents treat me better ( Read more... )

So I don't have a friend w/ benefits anymore. Yeah...I'm immature and not goal oriented ( Read more... )

Isent life just a big ugly mess ( Read more... )

I'm seriously starting to be upset that my mom is moving away. How could she leave me at such a fragile time in my life. Now I will have to spend all my money on gas, driving back in forth from jackson to addison. GRRRRRR ( Read more... )

Really, really bored right now. Today was too quiet and dull. Makes me feel sad. Hopefully tomorrow will be more fun ( Read more... )

This morning, my alarm clock failed to go off, again!!! GRRRR! But that is what I get for shopping at wal mart. Wal mart is evil and is destroying america. I have been off wal mart for 4 weeks now ( Read more... )