Do you know what I just said to my dad?

He's going over to Sandra's hosue.. and he asked me if he really thought he should go..

You know what I said to him?

"If you really need it? Go get it."

And he smiled at me, and said he'd be back later.

...MY DAD IS A DIRTY OLD MAAAAN.

AHHH.

I'm in tears.

I guess per say, this is a really harsh subject. A lot of people wouldn't really know me as someone to think a lot, but our perspective on anyone we know is always altered compared to the next persons. Unless you read my blogs a lot, then you know I always have a lot on my mind ( Read more... )

Well.. I'm really tired.. Ronald's suppose to call in a few minutes and we're going to talk for a while.. then I'm going to go to bed because I just am going to.. woo. I wish he'd call soooooner.. but i guess I have to be patient.. like a frog ( Read more... )

I hate watching them fight, both of them, they know who they are. I sit there and listen to them, although I hate to admit she was making a good point about college ( Read more... )

I have had a bit of a messed up weekend. I was sick on Thursday, with a headache and Friday with a headache.. then on Saturday I got a fever with a temparature of 103.2 and I was sore in my back and neck. I took some fever reducer and slowly it was gone. So I'm fine as of right now, I didn't do much yesterday.. just laid on the couch and watched a ( Read more... )

It's kinda funy how much less and less I've been feeling ilke updating. I guess I'm just sick and tired of dealing with everyone anymore. I don't talk to hardly any of my friends, I go home, I usually fall asleep... this isn't what high school is suppose to be about.. is it? I'm basically wasting my life away right now, I don't know what I could ( Read more... )

I don't know how much anyone watches th news anymore.. but there was this whole story on News Channel 7 about how Christian Keesee, a guy who writes a comic strip for the Radford university online newspaper, was doing this strip about Jesus and you know, just making fun of him and stuff. Like he had Santa kill Jesus and say, "Don't steal my holiday ( Read more... )

AM I being ignored or something, or am I overeacting ( Read more... )

One more chance Ronald.

That's it.

I shouldn't be doing it, but I will.

I love you...

-mishee.

Ronald never lied to me about anything. There was probably only one line out of the whole song that spoke to me.

Because it's right...

I feel so helpless...
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There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on what I needed ( Read more... )