.im.assuming.im.a.'hypocritical bastard'.

[penguinsrevenge]

so be it.


-yes i have said things about whitney...i have confessed..she has forgiven me.
-yes i used to not like brittany. but i found that things seem to run a lot more smoothly when we dont hate eachother. i dont talk about her...she doesnt talk about me...i dont tell her what other people say, thats my business. it works.
-i get agitated with other people...as im sure they get agitated with me. thats life.
-i do care. so if you think i dont, then you dont know me. im trying to live my life in a more positive manor. im actually trying to see what makes me happy. i dont mean to hurt any of you in the process. i will try to be more aware of your feelings.

i dont want to hate anyone. "it takes more energy to be mean than it does to be nice" or something like that. im trying to apply this to my life. im really sorry for the people that i have offended in the past. i dont want to make this last year with most of you a shitty one.

roy- you know i love you, and im sorry if i offended you and you think im a 'hypocrit' but everyone is a hypocrit. im sorry and now im paying for it.

its not like i didnt feel bad enough as it is.