Chel; just a lonely summer slowly dying says ( Read more... )

today ( Read more... )

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staying up late to listen to the taxpayers
(and i'll admit.. the boy..)
on the radio
i just remembered a moment from saturday
we were on his friends lawn
and to get to the other side we had to cross a gravel drive way
we were both barefoot.
i whined
he gave me a piggy back ride
even though it terrified me.

this sucks.
fuck.
go die.

i cannot deal with these feelings ( Read more... )

i really would enjoy having a day to myself to sort through all this shit that has happened slash is happening
but i cant because i suck
i broke my computer
and my camera
and alex's dick (again)
i have this terribly strong urge to throw a temper tantrum

so i was just on mypcc ( Read more... )

alex ELLISON ( Read more... )

i have a uti
fml
so i guess endless amounts of sex DOES have a downside
FUCK!

im taking a break
to catch my breath
i swore i wouldnt get attached
but i am
as usual
fuck.
we arent hanging out until friday
so hopefully by then i can be a little less... into him

i made a statement the other day:
"having a boyfriend is like giving up"
but
i dont really think that
and i think id like for alex to be my boyfriend

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