i am very tired. i have been hurt. i was hurt today, and now i post here because if i post it anywhere you will see it. i was really excited to see you had an interest to be on my show. but when you turned me down today, my whole life flashed before my eyes and failure is all i felt all day. it's bad enough, i have someone pretending to be me and ( Read more... )

it was one of those end of the world dreams. we were all just sitting around waiting for it. and sitting quietly next to me was th. his eyes big, he was messy, but i touched his knee. it was a nice knee. nice to see tom was with us at the end of the world.

A year later...who else uses lj??

I dreamt of him last night.
He was staring at me with his big eyes lined with eyeliner.
He then whispered in my ear something about an a

wow i haven't posted in along time.
i want to say, all my hope dreams wishes dreams came true, in just 2 little words
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Ok sadist miyavi was my idea first..dammit

Im a myvcrew mem. Yay!

Well..well..well..  left, with just thoughts of being disliked by idols. Yeah.

He commented on a mutual "follower" said "Legend"
I've been saying that word all the time. To describe everyone that has died. And he just uses it, for some bloke. Its like he's mocking me... if he knew who I was..am..are.
Women know things..
Then I am in the realm of psychologically unfit for humans.

Alexia had tweeted my photo and tagged nicklittlemore with it. He has not replied.. don't think he likes me....  

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