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[pennie_laine]

i'm getting restless again. i dont even know how to put words to how that feels. my biggest cop-out in life could be that i'm always looking forward. i've never been one to live in the past, but this idealized great adventure--the world--dangles in front of me like a carrot. but i'm here now. i'm learning here now. i'm living and loving here now.

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[jessssicamarie]

oh yeah, happy valentines day.

...haha.

oh and about the restlessness thing...i COMPLETELY understand. i am so ready to leave here. it is so hard for me to know that i am supposed to be out there somewhere while i am here. this is where God wants me right now and i have two cold feet and such a wild heart...we will get to leave. in time. He is preparing us for somewhere greater...