i've been miserable in ways i didn't know i could be miserable. like all of this has redefined my idea of torture and pain ( Read more... )

i'm in an awkward position and it always seems to result in me hurting someone ( Read more... )

life's lessons in all their crazy disguises

i'm learning to be alone.

i think i'm finding myself again.

i never realised how much i was suffocating.

i thought about what i want out of a relationship

i'm starting to accept that he can't give me any of it.

so after much drama, he is now dating someone else. and has been for maybe a week, maybe two ( Read more... )

i want a love, i want a fire to fill the burn of my desire
i want a man by my side not a boy who runs and hides
are you gonna fight for me? die for me? live and breathe for ME?
do you care for me?? cuz if you don't then just leave!

i think it's finally over.

this whole love thing is really sending me through the wringer.

i can't stop thinking about you

you take my breath away with everything that you do.

it gets worse and worse every single day. i don't know what to do.
i am suffering. bad. my whole body is rebelling.

so we talked today.

we decided we were gonna try to be friends, then re-evaluate things after a month. we talked about hanging out in a couple days.

it seems like a good chance to start over. be friends first. take it slow. let go of expectation.