...so, i think im getting my xmas present early...

...i dont see either of us being able to wait much longer...

...he makes me feel...

...when things get locked in, ill divulge in all the details...

...AMAZING...

Woke up this morning ( Read more... )

"id sure hate to break down here, nothing up ahead or in the rear view mirror, out in the middle of nowhere knowing im in trouble if these wheels stop rolling...so god help me keep me moving somehow, dont let me start wishing i was with him now, ive made it this far without crying a single tear, and id sure hate to break down here"

haha so im not gonna take that job...they offered it to me, but something about the whole place just FREAKED me out..i dont want to get into the whole deal but i can sum it up in 3 words "front door fairy" only jonny and jen would get that one though...haha ( Read more... )

in my most recent entry i said something about "i got to watch natalie pee and flirt witht the bartenders" what i meant was, watch natalie pee and I WAS flirting with them...geezus, i flirt with everyone or anything with a bulge...im sleazy like that. didnt mean for it to come out the way it sounded and if it caused any "dramafications" sorry... ( Read more... )

bitches...i have a job interview this tuesday and im so gonna nail it..you dont even know...also i work 6 days next week, i proved myself to the new manager and hes hooked it up with the best schedule working under my homie jdawg as management...hooked up for sure ( Read more... )

for a brief moment in time, i forgot what today was/is. today is my papas birthday, god i miss him so much. that man means so much to me...i wish i had just a few more moments with him so i could tell him just how much i admire him and how much i want to find a man just like him. may he rest in peace <3

i just realized something...im not alone...i have amazing friends and family that care for me and look out for me and have always been there for me and i just never noticed it. although i do wish i had a man in my life, i can hang without one...ive loved two men in my life and exhausted every effort to make them realize that, either it didnt work ( Read more... )

Jonfunk99: first time i ever talked to u nikky u were faded

L8dyBug1022: nikki my little alcoholic whore

i swear, ever since i turned 21 all i do is drink and work, and last night i DRANK with people from my work...this is getting to be rather unfullfilling. i want something more, i want someone to go home with at the end of the night, someone to love me, hold me, kiss me, tell me they love me...i dont get it, im cute, funny, smart, all that good shit ( Read more... )