Emotions running high, spirit running low. Please tell me which way to go.

[pentoast]

This weekend has been one downer after another for me. An emotional waterfall into an endless void of self-pity and pessimism. It can't be helped though. I feel I must have done so much wrong to have my friends treat me the way they do. Maybe it's not their fault at all. Maybe I'm just seeing things that arn't really there. But then why am I

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[anonymous]

At least you're strong enough to see that God's with you, cause im not. I wish that you would talk to me about this stuff i mean i wish you would let me help you let me be your friend. I want nothing more than to be able to take away all your pain and make this life and this world perfect for you. But every time I try to help or find out whats wrong i feel like you turn your back and walk away from me. I'm writing all this here cause i don't have enough courage to say it too your face.Last time I opened my mouth and said something to your face bout how i felt i did ruin a friendship and i lost you as a friend or at least i think i did.So I know exactly how you feel. I don't really want to tell you who i am cause im afraid that by telling you all this i will have made things worse instead of better but it has been tearing me apart by not telling you and so here it is. I just wish i could regain your friendship and take back everything i ever said to you that changed anything. I love you and i pray that God will make your life easier

[pentoast]

You don't have to take back everything you said. Just as long as I can still be your friend whoever this is =)

[anonymous]

Dave i'll always be your friend no matter how bad you mess up or how mad i might get at you just remember i'm ALWAYS gonna be here for you.