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I'll never forget this;
In the month of January my problems were starting,
I became better friends with Samantha D.,
On January 3rd I cut my hair &lost weight.
On January 20th Sam R. moved back to Las Vegas.
On January 23rd we ran around the streets throwing soda &flour on each other.
On January 31st I saw good friends I hadn't seen in awhile.
In the month of February my parents were my worst enemies,
I was grounded because I was sick,
On February 3rd I started talking to Austin more.
On February 13th I made Valentine cards of Mark humping Andres &gave them to people with a pink pads.
On February 20th I became good friends with Zane.
On February 25th I made 12 guys wear my shirt that said "What’s better than a cute boyfriend, two cute boyfriends".
In the month of March I was stressed out,
because of my health,
On March 2nd I missed my Miami friends a lot.
On March 18th my stomach hurt so much I begged my parents to take me to the hospital I cried &pleaded, but they said no were not wasting 3,000 dollars on me again.
On March 19th I was hospitalized for 4 days because I had gallstones.
On March 21st I had surgery.
In the month of April I had scars that I hated,
&made me cry,
On April 3rd I went to Marie's, David's, Kristen's party.
On April 16th Kill Bill Volume 2 came out &I had to see it..or I would die.
On April 20th I had a huge crush on Thomas T.
On April 30th we had a snorkeling trip &I saw Mark get sea sick &vomit.
In the month of May was an emotional rollercoaster,
beyond belief,
On May 11th &throughout the whole month I got closer to Matthew.
On May 13th I wanted to get away from my parents I hated them, I hated me.
On May 15th Mark kept holding my hand in class &the rest of the month.
On May 17th I got grounded because I had a huge argument with my dad, I told him he was a queer &he wasn't my real father.
On May 20th we graduated 8th grade.
On May 25th was the last day of school.
In the month of June I still had a problem,
&I always will,
On June 3rd met Mar officially &madeout for the longest time with someone that night.
On June 6th Mark called me &wished me a Happy Birthday..made me cry cause he remembered my birthday.
On June 10th I was going out with Matthew &he came over my house &stretched out my Mary is my Homegirl shirt.
On June 21st I met Amanduh in person, she is beautiful.
In the month of July nothing happened,
I made mistakes I hated,
On July 4th I hung out with Andres &his cousins.
On July 8th I hung out with Kristen a lot.
On July 10th I did something stupid.
On July 20th I lost my friend.
On July 23rd we moved to a bigger house.
In the month of August I wanted to turn back time,
back to 8th grade,
On August 10th we came back to school.
On August 12th a hurricane came that did nothing.
On August 17th I lost 6 six friends.
On August 21st the boy I love or loved became my closest friend here.
In the month of September I loved the weather,
but I missed talking to them,
On September 2nd I loved walking outside &taking pictures.
On September 20th I hung out with a girl I love, Nina, &got to know Evelyn better, &met Laurent again.
On September 24th I started talking to Laurent more.
On September 25th I met some people.
In the month of October I missed seeing them every morning
especially the one I thought that cared,
On October 1st Gabe drove to my house around midnight to just say Hi &goodnight.
On October 2nd Frenchie had her party.
On October 27th guys were drag queens.
On October 30th I met Sean &Kyle &Jimmy.
In the month of November I wanted to see him smile,
I needed to see him smile,
On November 19th was a wonderful night, met up with old friends.
On November 20th I needed to see him smile.
On November 24th I became good friends with Nick J.
On November 27th Laurent &I started going out.
In the month of December I was thankful for everything,
I've had,
On December 5th I got DDR &played it the whole day.
On December 10th I changed a tire while wearing a skirt.
On December 25th met my Mexican family.
On December 30th couldn't be happier of being home.
I miss his kiss.I miss hiding it.I miss Sam R.I miss being happy.I miss smiling.I miss friends.I miss seeing Mark ever morning.I miss Mark.I miss Andres.I miss the boys I knew in 8th grade.I miss Mark when he use to wear my clothes &stretch it out &model for me.I miss Josh.I miss seeing Dillon happy.I miss seeing Dillon smile.I miss being close to Jordan.I miss "The Clit".I miss Mark holding my hand.I miss wrestling Zane, Sandy, &Celso in Student Aid.I miss flirting with him.I miss sleeping by him when the lights went off.I miss holding his hand under the blankets.I miss making out with him under the blankets in school.I miss Ms. Kurth.I miss Solomon.I miss writing about him every morning on my orange journal. I just simply miss 8th grade.
I won't miss 2004.
Happy New Year.
goodbye 2004.
Hello 2005.