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Pepper inspires me to be better, even if I might seem like a slightly different person these days. I want to make her proud, and hopefully I will continue to do that. I am entering a period where I am constantly evaluating my actions and my opinions on a wide range of topics. If I can keep the good stuff and get rid of the bad stuff, I will be successful.
My family is my life. Everything I do - I do to sustain and enjoy my family, for as long as I possibly can. This is the life I always wanted... the life I always dreamed of but never thought I would have. I love him. I love our life. He's beautiful.
So many roads, so many choices, and here I am. This was the big one - the one that makes the most impact. The world is a scary place and I don't pretend we've got long before the whole thing falls apart. It will happen, one day... we will be forced apart by death. But I found it, and for this brief moment I felt it. That thing you can't describe but with one four letter word that does the feeling no justice at all.
I wish it all to you. I want it for all the people I care about.