SO things are great now. I've been keeping bussy with photo work, i'm taking photos of a hockey tournement friday all by my self and i'm getting paid pretty damn well too. I have a new girlfriend, her names Tanya, she's a junior sweetest little veggitarian, pink haired girl I've ever met. I took her out on a couple of dates and decided to be ( Read more... )

this week has created a monster out of me... i'm sick as a dog, my girlfriend isnt talking to me and im still grounded not to leave the house. I understand that she has tons of work to do, but i cant even get a 2 minute phone call to hear shes alright, then i could sleep easy. Then some real bad shit went on there and now i dont know if the ( Read more... )

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Last night just did it for me. I called jackie last night after a gruling 11 hours of being in the school and bruises from work, because we had to make books by hand because they were TOO BIG for the machines. SHe was crying, she lost her wallet and said she'd call me back once she had everything settled i call her back no one calls for 1/2 an ( Read more... )

i just don't know how much longer i'm going to be able to keep this up. I can't... i'm being torn to shreds and i just don't think that it's fair. You say i'm keeping you together, while you're the one whos tearing me appart.

i don't know, everything is smoothed out between jackie and i, but nothing has changed except my behavior, i still feel the same... the only thing that changed is me not caring anymore, it worked for 2 days and then like a slap in the face i was back right where i was, i don't know what to do, i have no control over this at all. what scares me the ( Read more... )

I get to meet Bruce Cambell from THe Evil Dead Seriese... i wish i was more excited ( Read more... )

everything is ok for those worrying about me ( Read more... )

my nightmare week has turned into weeks, it really has been one thing after another, one thing is resolved only to meet another problem and for the past week its been jackie. I know she has tons of work to do but every time we have a chance to actually talk she's with friends and i get to listen to her conversations, then as soon as things kina ( Read more... )

I am tired of hearing "my life sucks" or "i'm bored cuz my friends dont wanna hang out" or any of that shit you think your life sucks, well at the moment my parents are in debt up to their eyeballs so my brothers and i can enjoy a nice house with basic comforts they can provide. Thing is i don't enjoy sitting at home all day, and my parents work ( Read more... )