I have nothing and no one to blame my mistakes on except me.I should have nothing to say bad about people, sometimes, I just snap, and there I am.Left with the weight of a fight on my shoulders.And it burdens me more this fight than with any other fight I have ever had, maybe because the girl is my best friend, and I just dont really have anyone to ( Read more... )

Well, today has been a pretty good day.Ive been uber tired, I couldnt sleep last night cause mom went out, and I had missed her call and called her back and left a message that it was 12 30 and I thought it was time to get home, 2 hours later, she shows up. So, needless to say, I didnt get much sleep.But I was talking some things thru with someone ( Read more... )

*Everytime I see him, I honestly wanna put my hands over my eyes, and act like he isnt there.Everytime I hear him talking I wanna put my fingers in my ears and act like that he isnt talking.Everytime someone hurts for him, I just want to take their heart and hold it and tell them that sometime it wont hurt.I swear to you, I hated him until that ( Read more... )

Ok, so, where should we start...ok last night, at red lobster...12 of us, and its like the lampoons christmas movie..all discombobulated and weird and all talking at once..oh, what a hairy mess.lol.So, then... we drove back to London..and me just texting away to people, and my minutes hadnt rolled over yet, oh I just went over on texting by about ( Read more... )

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so yes as you know I came to Laurel County tonight.Dad's flights got delayed for like 15 years and he couldnt get to get me til like 12 30 am.And he was yet again drugged out, and I hate to see him like that so I offered to, and so I had to drive home.Somtimes wanting to hate your parents just doesnt happen like you want it to. I have tried my ( Read more... )

yea thats what I thought snitch..keep walking ( Read more... )

and even if he is cheating and he is a liar, it still hurts our hearts that he wont return our calls.But now that we know he is playing her too, and he hasnt changed at all, it reassures my letting go of him, and being over all his shit.But, Im with you..it still hurts my feelings.Stupid hooker.8 voicemails, at least 4 from girls, that werent his ( Read more... )

so, I went to the doctor with Ashley today.It was pretty cool.Something I dont ever want to go thru.I mean the world is overly populated anyways,right?right.So, just adopt.No need to go thru all that.I walked into the living room, and her feet are swelled, and I was just like, umm is that healthy.So we went to the doctor, and I got to see an ultra ( Read more... )

So, I got up this morning and Ashley came down for the week.We all just sat there and talked for a while, and chatted.Then I went and checked my phone, and Whit had called 2 times, so then her and Brandon came over, and I met him, he is a really nice kid.Then I got motivated to take a shower, finally, it took them forever to get me motivated, lol. ( Read more... )