Random Thoughts of the Night

[peppbrat]

Some days are better than others, some days I am less afraid of being alone. I think the worst part about being alone is that you can be consumed by self doubt and there is no one there to disagree with it. I am the type of person who feels like a loser when she stays in on the weekends, how am I going to feel this summer? I made a decision

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:-)

[prleiaorgana]

hey...
as friends go (at least at the moment) i guess i'm one of those that are in the shelf. we don't talk and we don't share. we don't know what's going on with each other though i have this everlasting image of you happy with the great set of friends you have there.
i do feel bad, even though i know you're not comparing, that if you compare me to the majority of your friends, i don't do anything to show how much i care for you.
it's impossible for people not to change, especially through these college months, and i'm not sure how you are.
but still...
i want you to know that i think about you constantly and even though i'm like a friend MIA, i'll still always care, and when i detect a hint of sadness in your entries, i just wish i knew more of what's going on in your life.
but hey, i know you're strong and i know you don't need me. :-)
but i'll always be here nonetheless.

you can never truly be alone. at least that's what i think, not with so many people loving you.

Re: :-)

[peppbrat]

I wrote you this text message on sunday that said I missed you, then I remembered that it would charge so I never sent it. I am not always happy, no one should be, but I am blessed in so many ways. One way is just in the fact that I know you love me and that I still have an awesome friend in you. Thanks for that!!!!!!