all the fucking amphedimines they take.. its almost funny when I watch my mom tumble up stairs so she can go to bed, and not realize who the fuck I am the whole time.... get into bed, then want to argue with me about some random bullshit that happened a week ago.. and better yet, wake up the next morning and continue to spew her shit about something completely different, usually about something i didnt do or had no control over..
I <3 drugs so fucking much...
[failed to mention that.. wait.. my parents bitch about this too.. that I go to my moms, then friends house everyother weekend to smoke.. and I dont think Im dying from it.. little fuckers have ben smoking for 20+ years.. just want to stab someone]
Like my mom is a total crack head, I don't live with her, but she calls like every 3 mounths just to bitch at me. And then she got mad at me for smoking pot. When she was the one who gave it to me! Mom's piss me off they just don's see anything. I just want to stab someone too.
Re: Yes!!!!!giant4ftninjaJanuary 15 2005, 19:54:48 UTC
wow.. holy shit.. it has been happened.. I sound like a drunk or just a stupid fuck.. I have just landed.. [independance theme guy] I have returned from kicking those stupids shits ass guy and now I want my pussy and a lighter and this here cigar [/independance theme guy] and some how I am having a conversation with a person and it feels strait.. and I can barely type from remembering the keys.. fuck.. my god its good.. because I had the man named mushroom.. and my lysdexic typing has me type/talking like this... wow... I can see the RGB sticking out on the monittor that means the shrooms were good.. cause I cant spell but I can type really fast and its all.. yea.. cause Im talking with my keyboard... laughing cause there is a waterfall running down my screen.. I had a horrible trip with music.. cause it was the heavy stuff it hurt alot and I was cold and shit.. and a ton of pain and back and forth with music and tv.. it hurt so much.. but now Im out of it.. I think I was dead for at least 30 minutes it felt so weird.. thinking about
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Never talked to someone like you. When your stoned or on acid or shrooms your mind really seems to open. It's like all the best poetry I write is when Im high. I don't understand people who just do there day to day things and never live. When your on the brink of dieing, that's when your really living, and i don't think anyone really understands that. No one really understands life. Life can be this beautiful thing, it can be exiting when your about to die. I want to live life today!!!! Because I could die tommaro. And never come back. Ever. So I raise my hat to you for experiencing dieing. So now you living. God, i make no sense at all.
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I <3 drugs so fucking much...
[failed to mention that.. wait.. my parents bitch about this too.. that I go to my moms, then friends house everyother weekend to smoke.. and I dont think Im dying from it.. little fuckers have ben smoking for 20+ years.. just want to stab someone]
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I just want to stab someone too.
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So I raise my hat to you for experiencing dieing. So now you living. God, i make no sense at all.
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