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[peppernme]

I've just stood in the mirror watching my thighs shmush each other over and over. Quite hypnotic. It wasn't just a feeling. I checked and I have gained weight again, and now it's quite visible. Shmoosh! I really feel the add-age right there. It's making me walk bowlegged a bit, but only in private. I can't believe how big I feel. Larger

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[johnnyboysriot]

Why I'm Glad Cindy Has Thighs:

If Cindy didn't have thighs then she wouldn't have something to connect her calves to her feet and I doubt she would be able to walk. I know Cindy likes to walk Pepper and I bet she is a hell of a dancer so thighs are a very good thing. And it may sound selfish of me but honestly, I can't go my entire lifetime without meeting my famous Cinderalla. And when I meet her, I want to dance with her! and jump on couches with her! and swing on swings with her while our legs move all around in the air, like kids again. So now, oh my goodness gracious, thighs are just good, they are fucking super-cala-frag-a-licious-ex-pee-al-a-dough-cious!!!

Thank heaven for thighs, and bodies, but even better, the people to go with them. I'm happy your alive. I'm happy your my friend.

[peppernme]

You made me smile. :) I love to go swinging, but I'm a horrible dancer.
I wish you could be this body-positive about yourself.
I'm happy you're my friend too.

[johnnyboysriot]

I really love my feet, they count. And my eye color is really pretty in the sunlight, it's brown with golden streaks and a ring of darrrrk purple ... and my butt is nice when it's filled out more ... and my tattoos and piercings really adorn and compliment the ego lol ... and um, my nails are really small - like a childs - I've always found this cute, in precious ways ... I like the shape of my tongue, and I love my body hair, and all these little angel kisses which are really little blackish dots that came from who knows where ... (birth markings) ... okay, I think that counts, it's all body related and honestly positive!

smile

ah - dance isn't about being good or bad, it's about feeling something and letting loose!!! but if you are worried, i will hire a private ballroom instructor to teach us both --- cinderellas need to be twirled in a ballroom!!!!!!!! i'll wear a tux and high heels, and I promise I won't step on your feet!

[peppernme]

You are right. That all counts as body positive, and I'm glad to see you write it. :)
And "let loose" - I don't think I know how to do that. Someday.

[iwillalwaysrun]

If you stayed with your sister maybe you wouldn't binge......
It's the routines isn't it?
You CAN have a good day. I know you can. I want to help you have one......

[peppernme]

Yes, it is a routine. It's my way of ending the day. Note to self: Must get new way to end the day. :/

[iwillalwaysrun]

If only it were that easy. *hug* I mean in theory yea it is that easy. But it somehow is more complicated in real life. x

[brokenheaded]

Agree with both the idea of a new routine AND the statement that it's very complicated to implement in reality :(

*HUGS* I know it's tough, Cindy...I'm going through all the body changing crap right now too and I just keep reminding myself that anything I notice is probably a lie, and if it's the truth, I'm still magnifying it by 1000000x....