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[peppernme]

Huge binge, as usual. 10-15 pounds heavier now. I can't believe it. I look so different. I hate this.

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[johnnyboysriot]

Cindy, there's gotta be something else. There's gotta be a way.

[peppernme]

I keep wishing my medication would take care of it, but it's not helping.

[johnnyboysriot]

I'll say this as gently as possible and I know that we both know that I'm being logical here.

It's going to take a lot more than medications dear. It's going to take a hell of a lot of mental work and pushing and allowing yourself to feel and taking care of yourself, to name a few.

You know that the more the bingeing happens, the more weight you will gain and also the worse off (mentally) you will be, as well as physical problems that are associated with bingeing - especially the intestinal.

What are your reasons for bingeing right now?

What are your reasons for wanting to get better?

[peppernme]

I binge to feel quiet inside. I want to get better to stop the weight gain, feel better about myself, and not waste so much money. And to give my digestive system a break. I know I'm not trying... I don't know why.

[iwillalwaysrun]

Agreeing with Johnny. I hate to feel like I'm attacking you and saying you aren't trying because I know how ravaged you are by this eating disorder. But...........I still have to say; there IS a way. And you Can do it. You have to look for it and ask for it. I'll always support you.x

[peppernme]

Go ahead. Attack me. I need it. Obviously my way isn't working. I don't know why I keep doing this.

[iwillalwaysrun]

Your way is not working that's for sure. I wish it was. But there must be different treatment you can try......