Is your body built just like coke bottle?...More like a coke can, actually.

[pepsi_fiend007]

Mmkay. I went on a trip to Anchorage. There are going to be two entries, one the trip to Anchorage, the second is the trip back to Seward. I felt like typing and this is what happened.
Sept. 4 12:45AM

I mentioned a few entries ago that I think I’ve become apathetic, this is a recent example of it. I was half asleep and my mom was telling me about

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[anang49]

love is an incredible feeling! it's like omg!!!! i mean OMG!!!! it keeps me going sometimes and the feeling like in my chest it's just so overpowering!! woooooo! have a nice day!!

-Miles Apatiki

Rawr

[pepsi_fiend007]

Mmkay, fruit. Thanks for that wonderous description.

[mauretania]

You did an excellent job of describing how I feel here. I'm not making this about me, but I understand where you're coming from. I try to come off as nice guy to cover up the fact that I don't really care much. I have no highs, no lows. I remember clearly when September 11 occured that I felt no shock or remorse. It was a tragedy and I thought it was awful for those involved and affected by it - but I wasn't one of those people. All I felt was a vague sense of guilt over not feeling worse than I did.

The reason for this was because, for whatever reason, I have clinical depression. Still have, always will, though not as bad as it was then.

Take a look at these pages on wikipedia. Can you relate?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atypical_depression
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melancholic_depression

Rawr

[pepsi_fiend007]

I'm looking in Atypical depression. Seems similar. I've thought that I was depressed before, but I've always waved it off as teenage moodiness or the fact, at the time, that I was sad. *Shrugs* The idea of me being clinically depressed frightens me.
Hi Deanie, thanks for the links, btw.