Shitfucker. I'm so annoyed at myself for being so hateful towards...myself. HA! I just hate me so much right now. I don't know if its how I am as a person, or my life or just whats been happening lately...Whatever it is, I can't get over it. For the past couple of days I snap at everyone, and generally act like a lazy bitch. All I want to do is ( Read more... )

I want to go home. I don't know why, I don't get it. Ever since Goose died my feelings about everyone has been so ...jaded? Not really. I just feel like all I see of most of my people is the bad side. Or thats all I'm focusing on. I love these people and I can't fucking stand half of them right now. I just want to go home and destress, I guess. I' ( Read more... )

I'm so damn sick of being near my family or something. I'm just done with all the damn drama and nungaiqing. lol. I don't know the english word. Instead of telling anyone that they're mad they prove they are angry by sitting in their respective rooms brooding and snapping if you ask them anything. Or just not talking. You can still feel all the ( Read more... )

Summer has been so...fun. But at the same time I feel like I haven't really been 'feeling' anything. I've been so dead for the past like year.  Nothing is making an impression, its weird. I should be happy, should be sad, should care....but I don't seem to ( Read more... )

Well, shit ( Read more... )

God, I was so not ready to come back yet. I knew I wasn't when I fuckin' left. Aaaaah!!! My fuckin' head is going to explode ( Read more... )

Fuckin' ugly.
Life can be so damn annoying, I have nothing to update about...I'm just...angry.
I have been since a little while after I woke up. I never know why these days, I suppose anger beats the weird depression I had a few weeks ago. That really freaked out my mom, she said she had never seen me like that. I had felt like that before, but I ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in ages, so here it goes.
Everyone keeps dying. Granted, the last three people I know that have died were old, but it still freaks everyone out. My mother especially.
The first that I was told about was one of my dad's oldest friends. Old man Pete, he was like a permanent fixture in my childhood, and he's always been old, but ( Read more... )

Jesus, my hand hurts. I've been playing some game for the past like two hours. I didn't even realize it, damn full screen games.
...I have nothing to update about, really. 
My brother and nephew are getting in a few days! I completely forgot! So, that means I'm not going home till atleast after they leave. *yawns* They're supposed to get on the 23rd ( Read more... )

I have nothing better to do but troll myspace looking for fun random blog things.
So, here they are!!

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear
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