Hey ya'll who still read. I'm tired. Haven't slept since three in the afternoon yesterday. Really need to fix my sleep if I'm going to get a job. Officially dropped out of highschool a few days ago, I was really excited, not sure why. I was just so sick of it. But I'm working on getting my GED. Getting started on Monday. Thank gawd for night ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not feeling so great about life these days. Not really a change. But its I thought I could look up, but tarot cards kinda ruined it for me. I'm still gunna get through it I know that, but damn...doesn't look like there is going to be much to go FOR. As soon as I pass HS...what am I going to do? College is a fun little dream. Which will ( Read more... )

Fuckin' hell, I'm tired like whoa. Bored out. Been in Anchorage for ...three days?? I'm going to be here till the first. Gunna be awhile. Babysitting and stuff. Ughity ugh. Got DRUNK last night. Twas nutz, I say, NUTZ. *coughs* Been sick forever to. Bored oooooooooout. Alright, laters.

Well...I'm moving to Savoonga at the end of the semster. Its gunna suck a little bit, but I'll graduate. Its what lifes about, isn't it? Graduating? *sigh* I convinced myself when I was younger that that little piece of paper meant nothing to me, or to anyone. Well, guess what I found out? It means everything to everyone else. 'Oh, you want a job? ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed. I ended up thinkin' about life after I laid down earlier, and I realized its really gunna suck. If, by second semester, I'm not doing any better. I'm going to finish out my senior year in Savoonga, we're I'll end up being a genius. But the shittie thing is, they don't give grades there. *shrugs* Fuck it. I really don't want to think ( Read more... )

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Jesus. I realized this last night when on the phone with Marissa. We were reflecting on how fuckin' old everyone is getting and realized...we are too. *sighs* Going to be very very very screwed in the 'real world'. I should just become a typist and babysit my niece. That shall be my life. *nods sagely* Yessssh. Alright, have a nice day!

Just got back from Anchorage like three hours ago. Got overalls, I love them. My mom hung up on my depressed brother. My mom is going back to Anchorage after she drops me off at school. I drank a tad last night, didn't get anywhere. Saw Akipu, Kayli, and Apatiki. Fucked with Mel's little bitch-boys. Um...yeah. I'm done. Love ya'll. Have a nice day.

My mom just left to Fairbanks with Micah. She's going up because Keegan's(Amy C's brother) baby died. He was born in August....so everyone is all depressed. Robi isn't...good. My mom made him a blanket last night, they are going to put it in the casket. I'm at home becuase I feel like hammered shit and I couldn't get up this morning. *sighs* First ( Read more... )

School is fine. Home is fine...albeit quiet. ...And I feel like crying. Don't know why, just yet, probably figure it out later. Moms little hookup-horse-boy is here. I think he's sleeping...so I'm blasting music:). Anyways...We launched rockets yesterday( the one I got from Marti, she also gave me new bangels, and Buddie bought me shoes, which I ( Read more... )