All the confusion has sifted away...and oddly I never have felt so sure of anythign in my life. I dont know what to say. Everythign is once again in its rightful place.

It's funny how sometimes it just takes a little push to make things clear again

I am accepting the consequences to my actions and moving on. That's all I can really do.

August 16, 2006
cosmic tidbit The Sun, ruler of our ego nature, is in a warm harmony with Pluto, ruler of our secret desire. What you want and what you can have are one in the same today. Embrace your passions for immediate gratification. Do you know where to aim tonight?

How Ironic To My Life!

Hate is a strong word. It is too strong. What I feel is pain. I feel disgust from who I am and who I have become. I do not want to cry. I do not even feel like crying. I just suddenly feel empty and that emptiness hurts. It hurts like a stabbing pain. It hurts like a gnawing pain. It hurts like everything. What am I supposed to feel right ( Read more... )

Change is in the air. Growth is knocking at the door. Now all I have to do is answer.

What drives you? What lingers in your presence just long enough for you to realize that you are missing it? What pushes you to do things that you would never do? Temptation allures us with is promises of sweet satisfaction. It ignites in us a fire of possibility. The problem is that temptation is only am image of what is possible. If we ( Read more... )

Regret seems to be the one thing that holds us back. Regret will never let us forget. If I chose to forget then I would never learn from my mistakes and although I make many it does not hurt to try to better myself by acknowledging that I can do better.

I tried. That's the best I can say. I tried and I guess on the bright side I could say that I learned more about people and myself and had some laughs, but overall I think this weekend has been the most ... well I wont get myself all worked up about it ( Read more... )

Can't sleep. I think it's because I havent been going to bed before 4 for the last couple of nights...Oi