Not so good times.

[pepsioneofevil]

Today I had a nervous breakdown (again) and ended up crying to my NCO. I sat in her office sobbing my eyes out and hardly able to breathe. Nothing will come of this. I don't feel better. I'm starting to doubt all of my life choices

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[plaguemachine]

I'm sorry to hear of your diagnosis. I haven't heard of that happening to anyone I know personally, but it makes sense.

I have been having difficulty breathing a few times a week. I imagine part of it is recovery from quitting smoking. When I was 13, I was diagnosed with asthma, but I wonder if that it what my problem was since they didn't properly test me, just assumed based on my symptoms. I haven't used an inhaler in almost 8 years, and my current doctor sees no need to reissue it. I just get to deal with this discomfort that feel decent at the onset, but then, it's like I've just gone running and can't catch my breath. I wonder how much of it is my anxiety issues.

Trouble with breathing makes it easy to panic, I've found. I hope you can manage it better now that you know what it is.

[pepsioneofevil]

You should have it checked. It usually is diagnosed as asthma and it only realized when agressive asthma treatments don't work. And it sucks, you literally cannot breathe when your vocal cords shut off.

Let me know if you go to the doc for it. If it turns out you have it we can start a support group or something. :p