Only one person will understand this post...

[peqi]

...and I'm not even sure if he still reads this or not.

Every day at least twice, at least, I think ahead to the future, to when the waters will be calmer and we've both grown enough. I think, and dream, and wait with baited breath for the time when you'll come back to me. I can't stop thinking about it.

I miss you so much that it actually does

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[anonymous]

He still does, and with the red string taking effect, the pain is felt by both you and him. He lost his partner in life and his best and only friend, making the pain hard to bear everyday. A little bit too much, but with time he finds ways to handle it, although it never seems to have an end.
All he can do is live each day at a time and hope for things to take their course.
Before going, he wants you to know that he loves you more than than everything in his life and that he feels sad and ashamed with this whole situation. He wishes that someday he`ll make you proud of him. Proud enough for you and him to get a fresh and clean start. So that things could go back to what they were before.
Not knowing how to exactly finish, he`ll leave you with a farewell and a shy smile, and saying again that he loves you, and keeping in mind all the mistakes he has done in life and with you, he wants you to know that he`s working hard for him and for you, hoping he can get things done before life goes by him.

With all his heart,

The one person

[cynic_sarcastic]

hey! I'd much rather leave a comment elsewhere but this is your most recent post! How've you been? Let's catch up soon =)