I want a boy that will go to concerts with me.
I want a boy that will run around Santee with me, just for the heck of it.
I want a boy that will burn me all his CDs, because he has so many of them
I want a boy that won't laugh at me because on some random occassions I listen to N'Sync.
Most of all, I want a boy that will be there for me...

OKAY. SO SOMEONE HANG OUT WITH ME THAT I DONT OFTEN HANG OUT WITH PLEASE
I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH SOMEONE I DONT HANG OUT WITH EVERYDAY

ive never felt this way about anyone.

im bored out of my mind.
i have been home so much lately.
its driving me insane.
i need friends.
more friends.
that i can just chill with.
i love my friends.
but i like meeting new people too.

alix said that im not allowed to hang out at the bowling alley when shes there, which is every friday night, anyone up for bowling this friday?

i'm tired of going after boys and then feeling
depressed when it doesnt happen
and coming out of it with even less esteem
causing me to fear rejection even more
then slowly slipping into my own world
and ending up in some nut house
all because i liked a boy

( today in the life of me....that makes absolutely no sense. )

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