I could be sorry for many things. That I'm needy, self-loathing, mean, arrogant, bithy, a complainer, hard to please, easily frusterated, impatient, dependent, envious, jealous, spiteful, selfish and moody. At least I can reconize my faults and flaws. I'm going to try each day to not let them run my life. I'm so sick of this self pity shit. I want ( Read more... )

So the going up to the island with bri was GREAT. Rode a horse for the first time. Had a five hour convo (and free dinner, thanks dan!) and then just relaxed. I missed lots of people though.

Schools going good.

Um...yea :D things are good.

so i guess this is it..

a new chapter in my life...

not of my own will, but someone elses...

but if this is how things are meant to be...

than so be it!

Some people i just don't get...

So the first week of college has been great.

Life always astounds me.

I've come to realize that I honestly am a bad person.

And that I honestly don't care anymore.

“To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.”

I think letting ourselves be loved is one of the hardest things.

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When things start to make sense, they get all screwed up again. Oh well. Hung out with my favorite two people in the world today, JESSIE AND KAYLA :D. T'was fun. Supposed to go to the Arts, Beats and Eats tomorrow with them.

I'll be an official college girl in THREE DAYS!

Boring entry, yea..but oh well..

2,000,514 to 1...thats great..lol

Last night I hung out at Mat and Angie's with everyone. It was quite amusing. Up all night, only two hours of sleep, pillow fights, movies *sigh* and me complaining ( Read more... )

So who ever really knows us?
I mean, I thought that they knew me, but I guess I was wrong.
I don't think we can ever really know who someone is.

I'm a jumbled up mess...

I wonder if anyone will ever get me...

Cry me a fucking river!