But I don't have the energy to write about how my life has been for the past couple of weeks.
Somethings are great: school, boyfriend. Other things are not: my best friend or ex best friend.
I'm so tired of crap.

How soon is too soon to be in love?

God, I haven't updated this thing in forever ( Read more... )

My dalmation lady died today.
I've had that dog since I was 7.
She was 13 years old.

I know she lived a long happy life
but it still hurts.
I can't deal with anymore deaths.

You know for someone who doesn't particularly like relationships when I do get into them it happens pretty damn quick ( Read more... )

The last past couple of weeks have been filled with ups and downs ( Read more... )

Rest in peace grandma. I love you & know you're in a better place. Say hi to grandpa for me, k?

My grandma passed away this afternoon and now I'm just dealing. I'll miss her.

So, I just had a panic attack of some sort and my mom had to call 911 ( Read more... )

 Promises are like flower petals
soft, flowing, and full of life
but like flower petals promises decay 
turn an ugly shade of brown and die on the lips of the earth.

Promises are like kisses.
Feather light and full of hope.
but like kisses they fade and turn into meaningless actions.
Nothing more than a ritualistic event used to shut someone up.

Promises ( Read more... )

It was one of my best friend's 21 birthday so we celebrated here are a couple pictures. I suck at Lj ( Read more... )