Hope, dangles on a string...

last night wasnt very fun for me. I wanted to run away but no where to go. Well i locked myself in my room for like 2 hours and didnt even eat anything that whole night. Maybe thats why i have a headache. Well then i came downstairs about 9:10 and my dad cussed me out...how nice. Just telling me how i ruined his father's day. I ruin everything for ( Read more... )

I am finally starting to realize why i get so mad over little things. I have been living in my own fantasy world where when i see something that is going on that i dont like i get mad over it. Well yesterday, I stepped back into reality, and it really slapped me in my face. I finally started to think positive and not worry as much but yesterday ( Read more... )

    CONGRATS JESSICA!!

I love you sooo much!!

Congrats to the rest of the class of 2004!

Today looks like a really pretty day. The sun is finally out in the morning and no more grey skies! Its a great day to take pictures or go walking on the beach or something outside. Well so a lot can happen today. I can make someone really happy or really sad and it scaring me. I never want to make people sad but Ive been a master at it these past ( Read more... )

 Im tired of making the same mistakes over and over again.Im done with always taking the easy out of things and always thinking about the negatives. Its time that I face my "fears" of actually talking about whats going on with me in person. I dont know I have never really had anybody that cared so much and it scares me. Im changing..no more talking ( Read more... )

How to make a perfect_healer
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

5 parts crazyiness

1 part instinct
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

^^^does that sound like me? well i should be updating shortly!!!

so yea i actually have a few things to update about but right now isnt a good time for me if you noticed by my last update... :*( but yea...i think everything will be alright

~you didnt know this but: i was planning a day for us either tomorrow or friday, hoping that nothing would interfere and that maybe for once one of our plans would actually happen..i guess it doesnt matter as much anymore considering one of the things i was planning is the thing your doing with .....you always seem to put me in pain to where all i ( Read more... )

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