When will these bad days end...these restless eyes sleep long...this lonely soul draw comfort...*Tell me when please, I just need an answer, an explanation of why my life is so FUCKING lost*Waited for the sun to come out, maybe tomorrow i guess*These are the times when you sit alone feeling sorry for all the situations you've created, the things ( Read more... )

Home from practice...something went crazy with Boike and she might not come back?*Swim drama..year #2 for it*i just hope she is gonna come back to practice, she's my gurl*I won't make it through the season without her.We go together like P.B.and J on Non-White bread...haha!!!She is married to my bestest buddy*Swimming was 2 hours long and we ran ( Read more... )

What a long day!!-->had no sleep, felt sick, was at school from 9 until 5*yea...it blows**Got my Schedule...Whoopty Fucking Doo. School blows major ass, I've got just about the worst schedule ever*In chior..yea, don't know why??*Can't drop it, so I'm screwed**Saw Tyler...didn't bitch him out*didn't break down, although I almost did..i just crossed ( Read more... )

Went to bed at 4, stayed up watching the olympics again**Woke up at 7..had to watch more Olympic coverage.*Went to the doctors for a physical...I'm sick once again*I'm coming down with the flu and I have a cold...so i will be sick for pictures, sick for practice, sick for the rest of the summer* I'm so used to being sick but I do get to go to ( Read more... )

Just like every rapper in the industry I'm coming out from retirement...I'm gonna be back in the pool sometime next week**I couldn't be happier that my coach is so ready to push me..harder than before to acheive everything I"ve wanted to achieve. Its been my life for so long and I'm sitll in it!!! We're going to have the best season ever....and ( Read more... )

Hey Hey!!This little gurlie just got done cooking lasagna...we'll see how that turns out!!:) While I'm waiting for it to cook, I'd just like to say...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH BENJ for tomorrow....you rock dude ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me in a matter of less than an hour.It will be nice to spend my birthday alone though won't it...now seriously, if u think i'm thrilled about being alone u just don't know me at all, the truth is...i told my mom it was ok to work, that we can celebrate it another day, but i'm crushed**never been so hurt in my life...so here I am ( Read more... )

-->Will someone please tell me who I am....searching still*Changed my hair once, changed my hair twice...now I look like I fit in to my family, not so much of the "norm" in clarkston but atleast i look like my parents didn't fucking adopt me*-->I've got just about everything planned that is plannable except schooling registration and volleyball ( Read more... )

just got back from the hair salon....I'm a brunette again baby!!!*I'm back to looking like I belong to my family and I feel 10 times smarter!!-->I'm eating a pickle right now...had sum sudden erge to just take a bite out of one!!Wish i was going to Teddy's tonight but there's been a change in plan* I am taking my little sister shopping, i love her ( Read more... )

Wanna get happy..?Listen to Rascal Flatts...and no, not the radio played songs but these-->Like I Am,You,Fallin Upside Down, and Shine On...You'll be smiling in no time even if you hate country!!!*You'll all be blown away with my decision to....I wish i could tell all of you but I have to wait*The only person that knows is my one and only Jo... ( Read more... )