Listened to Dashboard all day long while I played on my guitar ( Read more... )

Cupid strikes me...well in the ass and of course, he's late!!Well this couldn't suck more than...who knows!!So what if my friends think I'm crazy...i'm not trying to impress them anyway*Listening to Dashboard, waiting for Megan to call me..bored as hell!!Feeling agile...make me into your queen...into everything you imagine*I will be more... ( Read more... )

Chillen at megz..haven't thought of him all day, isn't everyone proud of me!!-->He leaves thursday, I leave Friday and if I'm lucky we won't see or talk to eachother until school starts.*How wonderful would that be!!I mean....haha!-->So I guess I'm going to keep going on not thinking about him today since i am soo good at it and i really am over ( Read more... )

Recovering....for the past 4 weeks i've been sorting out 4 years of what i thought was "being in love". All our encounters, our phsyical needs and just the way we honestly just can't keep doing this, its both mentally and phsyically draining*Maybe I convinced myself along the way that this is love but in the same,I really haven't had any emotions ( Read more... )

Just gave the pups a bath...sat around all day, contemplating in my mind why*Why,after how chill i've been with him..he thinks he has the right to do this to me*the right to make me feel so incredible and then wripp me to peices*Love isn't fair*Why do i have these illusions of what will become..of what he will feel when really all he feels is ( Read more... )

Here we are again....same place...different people...new experiences ( Read more... )