Fuck YouXcore.

[perfectdrug__x]

How Come, When It Seems To Be Getting Better...It All Falls Down. Again.
I Seriously Feel Like Everyday Is The Worst Day Ever. Like Today, Today Sucked. And I Cried. Lots.
I Fucking Hate So Many People. I Had 30 People Gonna Kill Me Today. 30 Fuckin' People. Crowded Around Me, Just Waiting For One Of Them To Take First Hit. So Fucking Kill Me?

Comments

[x_sunspots_x]

have to agree with you on the annemarie thing.. i dont like her. =/
random..
question though. When i asked you why you had been telling people that bev was faking her blood disease you said it was natalya. but she said it wasnt.

[perfectdrug__x]

Nah, Me And Natalya Both Agreed She Had A Blood Disease, And Thats A Shame, Seriously. I Really Do Feel Sorry For Her + Hope She's Okay. But We Also Agreed She Couldn't Have Had Leukemia.

Bye

[_2much2ask_]

She never said she had leukemia, she said that there was a possibility that it could be, and then later on she got the worst of what it could have been taken off the table. It was no longer possibly leukemia. Okay. Maybe AnneMarie shouldn't have started the fight or whatver you said she did, but I just hate all this about Bev, shes an amazing person and I want it dropped. Now.

As for the you and Gordon shit, Fare enough, you's are going out, dont have to keep fooking reminding us all the time, we get it.

And 30 people, in all that commotion you managed to count thirty people. My ass.

and can i jsut point out....

"Me + Gordon So Much Stronger."

Firstly, if you and Gordon are so much stronger as you say, why was he stoned and you pissed when you were together if you's love each other so much, you's seemed [I]real[/I] couply ¬_¬

And If you's are so much stronger, how come you said earlier...

"I Was Becoming Stronger,"

Does you and Gordon being strong not require you to have a strong personality in the first place?

xxx

[kai_elaboration]

Gotta find it funny.
How you try and act all nice with this right...
Then you practically question anything positive Michelle might say.
Which makes me wonder if you like her.
And see if you don't like her why on earth are you bothering to read her lj...s'a bit silly no.
And if you do like her why are you using such unfeeling vocabulary like:
"can i jsut point out"
and
"Firstly"
for example.
They are much along the same lines of feeling as when someone says:
"I'm not being cheeky but"

[_2much2ask_]

i was using vocabulary like that cause Chelle pissed me off with bringing Bev up again, why doesnt she say what propbably truly bothering her

[perfectdrug__x]

No, It Doesn't Actually.
And I'm Not Reminding You, You Forget This Is My Fuckin LJ + I Write What I Want, Kay?
I Don't Really Care What You Think.
But Bev Personally Told Me It Was Leukemia.
And I Had A Bad Time, Kay?
Not Like I'm Your Priority.

And About The 30 People? It Was 30+. The Whole Of Top Was Around.
Look, I Don't Expect You To Care, But I Don't Appreciate These Type Of Comments Either.
I Admit I'm Weak And A Cow.
So Leave Me Be?

x

[_2much2ask_]

I Just, Don't Get What Happened With You....

[perfectdrug__x]

Its Nothing To You Anymore.
I Tried To Make It Better.
You Were Too Stubborn To Listen.
Your Problem.

Thanks Lisa <3
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