well, i guess i'm just suffocating in the boredom of your arms. tonight they lack the grace of god, as you pull off my clothes, and pretend this doesn't always happen. yeah, we can bend in any position together, but we can't bear to touch in the morning, where the night's past lullabyes are subdued to more of a wasted prose. And apathy's sitting ( Read more... )

the spots on her dress match the craters in her heart. and all she can think, sparking a smoke, is "how can i leave without him loving me more?" See, she just left your place where you numbed her soul, and kissed her lips, (only before she tongued your shaft). And there's only one of you for two of her, who you try to make her, and who she wants ( Read more... )

Sitting around, no work today ( Read more... )

hear ye, hear ye!

Kristina finally has msn! add me!!!!!!

Well, i'm suspended for three days for smoking on school property, and grounded for three day because my parents pretend to care that i was smoking on school property.

three days at home isn't a vacation. i still hear everything that everyone says about me at school.

today's positive affirmation x10:

i am not a whore

NEVER LOVED YOU MORE ( Read more... )

I want you to want to fix me, like you have so many times.

sometimes i think people will have the same ammount of integrity that i possess. sometimes i'm stupid.

-Promise me, that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will aways remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing that I meant absolutely nothing to you.-

Well, i'm guessing advil won't work for a while.
It's a nice place, for a prison with crazy people.
Meh, Chris can kiss my ass. I must have been temporarily retarded when i thought he was worth dying for.

i feel stronger, i think?