My beautiful German Shephard Lily passed away today. It's weird not having her moseying around the house nudging me. She's been here for as long as I can remember.

Rest in Peace Baby, I miss you

You said you meant it, and theres a peice of me in every single second of every single day, but if its true then tell me how it got this way.

Where are you now, as I'm swimming through the stereo...

We got a new hott kid on my swim team and we worked on butterfly today which was brutal. I also went in for a job interveiw at Lavender. I have no idea if she liked me or not so I'm waiting and sending applications to Dunkin Donuts. Stupid backup job but whatever. I also played the 2 second role of poisoning myself in a Macbeth video in the dark ( Read more... )

Haha so it's been like a month since I updated. I got all forms of A's on my progress report. I started swimming. Had the pep rally and lost my voice. I applied to a few jobs. That's pretty much it. It's so fucking cold out and my mom refuses to turn heat on until mid-November. She's fucking crazy I'm wearing two sweatshirts, three pairs of socks, ( Read more... )

I know I don't update much anymore, but bare with me. School and stuff has been taking up my time. I started seeing a trainer at the pool whos making me do all the machines to start off and it's kind of sweet only my legs are like "fuck you!" and I can barely stand right now. Yeahhhh. School has been okay so far, but its really boring and REALLY ( Read more... )

I'm homeee now and school is starting in duo dayoS! My livejournal is being a fucking whore so I might have a weird layout until I can figure out why its being so gay. Ohhh my god I just realized I have cable TV now, PEACEOUT.

I'm at Kellys =D

sat outside your front window, this story's going somewhere...feel like talking even if there isnt much to say. brizzle came over for the day yesterday, and then again today (by my suprise). quite a fun time, as always. shes fucking cool, i love er! well, you know. um fixed the boat today. ME! yes, me, fixed it. my dad couldnt figure out what he ( Read more... )

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thank you captain dumbass =D
I have nothing to update, bye!

Why is it that it has to be so hard to feel how you want to feel?