Dec 20, 2004 21:02
somehow when the track of my life starts to speed up..some huge boulder stops it. every good friend i get..seems to slip from my grasp. and i feel like were falling apart..just like every other friendship ive had**
someone. just kill me. because anywhere out of this life of mine is where i belong**
i sware i dont fit in..
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i dont know if you really mean it when u say someone kill me.. but it makes me so sad that you actually want to be killed. you have a lot of great friends and if you ever need anyone to talk to you can talk to anyone of them. [like me] im always here. no matter when it is.no matter what it is. if you need something you can talk to me.... and im sorry that you are losing a great friend... but really if they were a very great friend.. would you be losing them? well anywho. feel better.
In the words of Jessica Tunis:
One persons actions can change a buttload of people..
Meaning that if you were to die.. think of all the bad things that would happen.. relationships you hold together would die.. as well and peoples hearts breaking.. terrible things would happen in affect of Amanda Willards death... you are truly amazing... you shouldnt die.
[xo]Jamie is out.
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Good job.
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yeah i know how it feels to not fit in.. everybody gets those feelings. like when i am hanging out with my 8th grader friends.. sometimes i think they dont even like me.. but you have to get past that and realize they DO like you and the fact that you feel this harsh hurt .. it kills them inside. like me.. i hate the fact that you are always sad. it breaks my heart into a bajillion pieces. yes.. its killing me inside amanda. absolutely killing me...:-(
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that has to be the best of advice i have ever given someone.
Doesnt it show my love for thy Amanda Willard,....<3
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dont feel like that. I promise it will get better. Once you hit the bottom..it cant get any lower. It can only go up from here!! So keep your head up kiddo! =] i love ya. thanks for some good talks heh.
Love Always,
Katie*
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cause i love you!! lol
were hanging out this week
by the way =]
[<3]Catherine
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Dont you ever feel like your going to lose me. your one of the coolest people ever. and you are pretty. and you are not fat. at all. you cannot be like this. your the bomb.
Love,
Bambi
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