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[perfectfriction]

Maybe I'll win but for now, I've decided to die. I'm angry. Not upset or something. Just all together angsty. There is no real reason for it eighther, that's what I don't get. I'm really really pissed off. It makes no sense to me. I want to throw things into walls. I want to beat the living hell out of somebody or myself. I can't stand

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[finklestein]

Kayla, I have known you for a while now. And in all the time I have known you, you have never opened up to me.. really confided in me, and really showed your emotions. I don't know if you just tell other people.. or what.. but I am only going on what I have observed. You need to open up.. and get your feelings out. To someone.. or something. And then you will realize how crazy you are, and then you will realize that is how you accept yourself. Drinking is not the best thing to do to drown your emotions. (Even though, Mick does it, that is not the point) You seem to fight your emotions a lot.. you never really exactly express them, except in revegeful ways, and acts that only if you observe closely you will see. Even during the whole Mark thing that happened, you never told me what you were feeling truthfully. I knew you were pissed, and you would never tell me. You would just sit silently.. maybe you ranted to other people, or not.. I dont really know. Another thing is that you cannot lose self-respect. You must always be

[perfectfriction]

Thanks Lovie, I needed that.