13 pounds away from were i want to be!!

well im so happy for the ones who got in the fast with me! we can all do it! It weird i didnt have my menstuation in 3 month...whatever, i fainted in school last week cause ive stop eating, i lose weight but not enought for me!!!!
I wish the fast goes well! :)

New Stats:

Im 119, 5'4" !!

A blank page:
-mentally, spiritually, grammatically
- its my time to try
- its not any " i wanna be"
- its just enough is enough
- im maybe scarded but i cant mine
- in competition
- to the single numbers, ill be( well 2 digits, it a expresion )
- To the prfection ill be

I vowed never to hide food or cheat the scales again but anorexia is a very powerful illness and that whispering ‘voice’ in my head soon took back control.

do you know what i mean by this?

new stats
CW 120 !!!

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YOUR LIVEJOURNAL USERNAME: perfection08
YOUR AGE: 16
YOUR HEIGHT: 5"4'
CURRENT WEIGHT:123.5
LOWEST WEIGHT: 112
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 130 (last week)
SHORT TERM GOAL WEIGHT: 115
LONG TERM GOAL WEIGHT: 100
HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEEN ANA/MIA FOR (PLEASE SPECIFY WHICH): 2 years (ana)
HOW YOU THINK YOU BECAME ANA/MIA: perfection, control, attention in some how

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My fast is going very well even though i lost only a pound it still help! I feel like a new girl and i like it!! I wish i would loose more but what do you want!?
Anyways u'm going to the gym in 45 mintues with those guys who are my friends and my dad is very overprotected and he is so scarded that they will do something to me, i mean come on!!

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