i just pray that God will keep my mom strong.
that He will give her and my aunts the strength to make a very hard decision tomorrow.

grandma, i miss you already.
and i love you so much.

my cousin sent me this in an email the other day.
its the last picture that i have of my grandma.

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sometimes its easier to pretend like nothing ever happened.
but does that really make things any better?

i guess this is final.
no turning back.

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so my last entry was about how sad i was feeling about my birthday. i felt like all of my friends hated me and didnt want to spend time with me.

ohh how they fooled me.
my amazing family && amazing friends managed to throw me the most amazing surprise party ever :]

HAPPY ALLY DE MAYO 07!

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i did this.
i think ive changed.
maybe you agree/disagree.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=anatomicALLY

either way, im curious.

the truth.
my feelings were hurt and i didnt much like it.
and i also didnt express it to the guilty party.

oh well.

ALSO, OLD BOY TOYS HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HOLLA AT ME AGAIN.
SERIOUSLY, THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS AROUND MY BIRTHDAY.

I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF FRANK TRIED CONTACTING ME. HA.

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i feel terrible. but i cant even look my sister in the eye. when she walks in the room, i want to leave. and if i hear her singing one more sappy love song again, i will snap ( Read more... )